31.12.2009 The Significant one..

Someone pressed the horn on the steering wheel when I was MSNing in the living room a while ago.

Was the cooking women, my mum. She couldn't found the keys to the house as for this moment, her world is spinning endlessly. So, I opened the auto-gate for her and waving goodbye to those who sit in the next car, escorting her back to home, safely.

This woman came back from their quite-often celebration dinner and she ended up coming home dead drunk. Ohhh, I wonder how to get the smell of red wine out of our house. Anyway, she left a bottle full of red wine on the table, in front of my laptop :) Oh, it makes me nervous.

On the another note, BAKING is getting interesting. I hope I'll do good enough to get a satisfying

outcome. *crosses finger* I'm trying to be optimistic :) Speaking of which, Boston cream pie or cupcake will pop out from my oven tomorrow, no wait, this morning ?

I can't wait anymore! I have so many things that I want to do in the last day of 2009. One thing for sure, I managed to read until chapter two of one for my baby eventually. phew.. There is so much of vocabulary I don't understand. I think I better improve on it before it's too late. sad :(

.. and I hope I could finish it before my holiday end.

Opps.. not to forget to mention here. I, no, WE celebrate Michelle's 20 after the moral paper. phew.. it was super super hard to get a proper place for cake cutting session. Well, well, well, thanks to jess's brilliant idea, Michelle managed to cut her birthday cake right in front of ice skating counter XD *accompany by Santa Claus and snowman*

...there is a lot more than just a group photo in my facebook :)

till then,

with love <3

Happy Tangyuen Day

就是这样，家 的感觉

提醒着我

我一直都很幸福 =)

明白 丁当

你说你感觉不对

心情很坏

我无法控制

泪水流下来

莫名的难过是情绪作祟

没有谁错谁对需要安慰

不能离开

我只是要你明白

明白我对你的爱

除了你我的爱无可取代

没有人让我如此的依赖

ho……

因为你我的爱

永远存在

Sometimes even aces are not enough

Carlsberg, absolute vodka, Coffeemilk failed to make me drunk

..... and Mr. Joker was everyone's best friend of that night.

....

Welcome, my one month holiday !

Gosh, it's decreasing in every min..

my legs are so so so tired.but it's worthwhile cos i finally know how to gliding on the ice with another stupid companion.

and,also

I got my Christmas exchanged gift @ our small pre-Christmas party...

But let's not talk about that now.

Anywho, here's to a great holiday.

Grateful for a New Life

谁说失去了就是一辈子

谁说失去了就再也找不回

我就要证明

我将会一样一样的把它们找回来

好好珍惜

不再重蹈覆辙

One thing's for sure ...

... nothing ever stays the same for long.

It's DECEMBER eventually.

but I am not ready yet

in line

Oh, without actually realizing it, I've not properly blogged for forth night already. So many things has happened over the 14 days! Where do I even begin ...

♥ ... had an awesome bonding time with 2 best friends whom I haven't had the chance to catch up with almost a year alongside mango special and nasi lemak ayam over the last last weekend. Although it was short, still able to know that you're fine, that's enough. so enjoyable.

♥ ... watched 2012 as promised. how miracle of the chance that still manage to get the tickets. But, but, but, it wasn't worth the wait seriously. Overall, it was ranked not so high ,for me.

♥ ... Zee Avi's songs are seriously repeating in my player for almost 2 nights.

♥ ... attended the musical night held in my college last Wed. A great success of it, attributed to those committee who put tons of effort on that night. Hmm... Ya know, music is always the universal language. However, it is also tied in with memory too. What a mystery night !! and I am still learning the art of juggling life.

♥ ... had a good time chatting with someone. It takes me a whole lot of courage to admit something. However, if this person is someone whom you've already approved to that level, I eventually can just be myself. Thanks for the lill motivation from you, it boost my determination a lot.

♥ ... ate too much over last weekend. Steamboat is always the best choice in the raining ice cold night.

November 21 @ Summer Steamboat Bdr Sunway

♥ ... the power of thought made my left middle finger grows long. In fact, our middle fingers are supposed to be not in the exactly same length, and they are making a joke of it on our mother ! :D

♥ ... was revising the chapters of Risk Management. Well, my left brain cells severely murdered by 0 and 9! :D

So yup yup. A forth night to go before Final. Focus. FOCUS. Then, holidays will be just outside the door. See you soon.

I can't wait for tmrw! It's gonna be another awesome day

Be Green

What's better than having a friend,
who know how to make Green Bean Soup =)

xoxo

Breath

Because I need to.

in between the line

there are the clearly marked lines, the ones that if you dare to cross, you'll never find your way back...



And there are some lines, that are way too dangerous to cross.
Did we, at some point, cross the line that we aren't supposed to?

where have you been

give it back to me..

nope

to us

our mr.ginger bread man

X.X

OMG !!!

Christmas is still far but they just couldn't wait !!





It was some kind of arts exhibition in the south lobby last tuesday. As we were passing by the south lobby and suddenly a voice from the back calling our name. Out of curiosity, we stepped into the area which has under renovation for so quite a number of days.

1 thing I noticed....*tell you at the end of this post*

tried to steal it yet....i failed to do so T_T

Yeah, so at the end, we were asked to sign onthe card. It made me feel like if I were a celebreity in any function. XD

Nothing to write about on it actually. Just wanna show you guys my korean writting. lol

how was my korean writting ?

We feel proud because we are the pair who stayed for the longest time for the exhibition.

Yesss! We won. XD

So now, do you still rememeber what I promised to tell you what did I noticed at the beginning of this post ??? better you forget it.

Well, what I realizes is ... what you should realise at the beginning. !!! *win*

laugh-out-loud.
with love.

Quickie

Halloween weekend was a blast and as the day goes along I am going to post pics from it.

daily dose of imagery :: darkness

All in all, HELP's Halloween treat feels like a trick.

As I hope, please stayed true to your heart and never disappointed a child who dressed up for Halloween and walked the neighborhood looking forward to picking up their treats! Because, I am still a trick-and-treater at the moment.



Witches were out to the town with poisoned apples, but.. where are their broom??

If I were asked to describe my Halloween in one word, the one and only word that crossing my mind would be HUNGRY. So anyway, my need was satisfied by sea park's nasi lemak with ayam dadah.

Went to Puchong for few days. It was my second time actually, and I kinda missed the panmee @ 面乡村. But luckily I had my sister to accompany me. :)

招牌罗汁板面

Just as everyone knowledge, baskin robbins offered a great 31% discount after a long waiting from the beginning of every month. They've transformed the place into a mini ice-cream mart! There's like, heaps of people everywhere! And the new girl at the counter, she had this really man voice which made the hair on my back stand.

Not only that, jaya jusco has put into their best interest to attract and retain their cusotmer. For this reason, I think I won't step in Tesco or Cold Storage anymore. I was so stunned when I saw the price of this Cameron Cabbage. I'd spontaneously blink my eyes, to make sure that I was not dreaming at time.

I guess I was reading too much on business Ethics. Price war is legal but we shouldn't be so unethical.

On the another note, Implied Forward Rate is more than juat a BIG FAT LIPS..XD

And now.. Business Ethics assignment calls. But not before a nice hot cup of coffee.

with love.

Share The Blood

Project of the day :: Share the BLOOD

Lesson of today:: Jasmine Chin, don't simply promise anything, because you gotta take the consequences for own actions.

and..

I guess you know why am I would be there.

First of all, we were asked to fill up a 'Donor Registration' form. Well, it's a consent to donate blood and we were asked a few question to assess whether we are qualify under some eligibility criteria to donate blood.

After filling the registration form, we were undergo a simple medical screening. Officer checked our blood pressure,pulse, and weight to ensure that we are eligible to donate.

I bribed him for not to reveal my secret *smug*

Here come the most scary step throughout the whole donation process.

nervous me *shivering*

The 'chronology' of the process to identify my blood type.

And you never know, it was a pretty long moment, and a rather scary one for me, especially before this gentleman took put the needle.Then then then, everything was end in a sound of 'Tack' =)

seriously i felt nothing.

......finally, he categoried me as A type.

altho, i've been thought that i'm O type.

Once you are qualify to donate, you can straight away walk to donation.

Kindly wished I wont be scream like hell or faint by the moment of injection.

Before the doantion, a nurse cleaned the area of my rigth arm that was used for blood donation. All the supplies used in this process, including the needle, are sterile and disposable. Overall, it is pretty safe and nothing really made me uneasy.

Tried to stay calm when the nurse injected on michelle's. I thought she was gonna scream and run away. laugh-out-loud. She was just turned her face to me so I tried to shift her attention by the topic of cake.

For all that, my knees went weak actually and nobody really know that.

goodbye, my blood

The actual blood donation will only take 10 to 15 minutes, depends on individual. And, the entire process was however took us 30 to 40 minutes. After the doantion, we were provided with hot milo as refreshment to replenish the sugar and fluids in our body.

Just realized that it makes me feel good by donating blood, as you know it was my first time attempt. In fact, everytime we donate blood can save up to 4 lives. Each whole blood donation is separated into four components- plasma, platelets,red blood cells and cryo. *it was what we have learnt in biology classroom*.

How amazing we can save up to 16 lives in one year by frequently donating in every 3 months!

Opps..

There is someone worth to write at here. This person was banned from donating her precious blood to the PUSAT DARAH NEGARA as she was suspected by Mad-cow Disease.

oh..take care lorrrr

But all in all, it was a good try, and a fun one.

with love.

quattro

last night, location as titled ...

Quattro simply irresistible

please don't stop the music..

缺角的圆，失落的角

一篇我很喜欢的《心灵鸡汤》故事：

按进去

从前，有一个缺了角的圆，滚得非常慢。

而它却不断地寻找自己的补角...

“圆啊，你在找什么”小鸟问。

“我在寻找我的补角啊”

“你找得到他吗？”花儿问。

“不试试怎么知道”

“你滚得那么慢，追得上他吗？”蜗牛问。

“不管追不追得上，我一定要找到他”

就这样

圆去过很多了地方，

上山... ...

下山... ...

崎岖的路... ...

在圆的旅途中，它遇到了许多的补角，

但不是太大，就是太小，圆根本就不适合... ...

在遇到许多角之后，圆找到了它的补角。

他找到了自己的补角，成为了一个完整的圆。

圆很快乐地滚着，也越滚越快... ... ...

但是,

当圆遇见了它的朋友时，却停也停不下来... ...

/o\

终于，圆做了一个决定。

它... ...离开了它的补角，又再次成为缺角的圆，继续慢慢地滚动...

说来有些好笑，读完了这篇故事，我倒觉得这篇故事更适合形容爱情。


就好像...
孤独失落的“角”，期待救赎，渴望圆满，寻找等待，费尽心思...

终于等到了缓缓滚动而来的“缺角的圆”...

有的是不合适，
有个自身问题多多，
有的来者不拒，
有的根本就不知所谓，
有的把自己打扮得光鲜一点，站在醒目处，可惜，却吓跑了胆小的，倒找来恶狼..


总算遇上了一个，开始还没问题，后来，不知怎么，某一方变大了--成长了，因此它们再也不能契合在一起，只好离开；

再遇上一个，可人家（圆）本身已经够圆满了，根本不需要它（角）......


我们每个人都在寻求圆满，而人生却实在很难圆满，
有时候，我们就是失落了一角的那个圆；
有时候，我们根本就是被失落和遗忘的那个角。
那种强烈的缺失之感，令我们感觉到孤独和困扰，

呵呵~
可是，这就是人生。

我们应该如何地寻找？
也许，这过程不必是坎坷，辛酸与惶然。
我们也可以像故事里缺了一角的圆一样，时不时地看看路边的风景，和蜗牛说说话，再闻闻那花香，让小鸟栖息在我们身上...


我们也可以，慢慢地，靠着自己站起来，倒下，再站起来，磨掉那得缺了一部份的尖角，自由的滚动，自己完成了自己，成为一个独一无二的圆。